people will actually undertand you less if you die, they will always wonder why you did it, even a note won't help. they can understand you more alive as you are. being unemployed doesn't make you a loser. i was a workaholic and i was unemployed at times. you are still very young and have plenty of time to make your life better. first you have to believe in yourself and try as hard as possible ... More @Wikipedia
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