Hi Vern. I have had some of the same feelings at times. Keep in mind that bladder cancer at T1 stage is normally treatable/manageable. Your fitness routine, healthy eating, avoiding smoking etc. should help you as you go through these treatments. There are some positives when compared to many other cancer diagnosis. More @Wikipedia
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