His voice cracking with emotion, Bakersfield Speedway owner Scott Schweitzer said on Monday he is still trying to come to grips with a tragic accident at the track on Saturday night that took the life of official Steve O'Neil. "It's been tough, very tough," Schweitzer said. "We're a close-knit family of people at the Speedway and from my wife (Crissy) and I, we lost a family member.