'Give Me Everything You Have' Lasdun, an accomplished British novelist and poet who lives in upstate New York, led a graduate fiction workshop at an unnamed small college in 2003. After her graduation, they had scant, though friendly, contact through e-mail until, nearly three years later, she solicited his opinion of the nearly finished novel whose beginning had so impressed him. Following a lull in communication, Nasreen began sending Lasdun increasingly shrill, hateful, obscene e-mails, spreading malicious, mendacious gossip about him to the agent, the editor and anyone else she thought she could turn against him. Even the ones that just consisted of abuse left a bruised, unclean feeling, and there was never time to purge this, so that an accumulation of unprocessed disgust, pain, and bewilderment seemed to be piling up inside me.