As she stood trembling before a judge, Denise Cawyer said there was no choice but to forgive the men who killed her 21-year-old son Marcus "Nicky" Williams along with two women during a three-day murder spree in Colorado Springs."I'm not going to hurt myself or anybody else for what they put me through - the suffering, the pain," she said through tears.Relatives of the dead struggled to convey their loss Thursday as convicted killers Haywood Eugene Miller and Richard Allon Spanks, both 26, were sentenced to life in prison without the chance of parole.Read more on Colorado Springs Gazette