Two prominent newsmen bared their souls and their stories of a loved one near death from a devastating illness. British broadcaster Ray Gosling divulged a hospital visit years ago. Responding to the intolerable pain of his lover, near death, Gosling said he "picked up the pillow and smothered him until he was dead." Wednesday, MSNBC's Keith Olbermann shared the story of the crisis that led his father to ask Keith for any relief, even death.